I have never cared, or wanted, or loved someone as much as I care, and want, and love you. You’re my world. I will continue to want you even when you no longer want me. I love you beyond what words could describe.
Do you ever just lay in bed and wonder if anybody out there is thinking about you before they fall asleep , or dreaming about you ..?
I should feel sad.
I should feel heartbroken.
I should feel the cold knife that’s been shoved into my chest.
But I’d have to actually be capable of feeling.
And right now I’d rather feel all of that than feel nothing at all.